Personal stories
The point of sharing these personal stories is to make sure you get an understanding that God (and some other negative forces) do interact within our lives. I have experianced these occurences myself and will encourage you to look back in your life, be honest and look for extraordinary things which has happened to you. Noone can take your experiances away from you.
Unfortunately actions makes consequences in our lives, I believe it's a logical loop and it will not stop until we're making changes in our lives. If you're judging others you will be judged and if you continue handling yourself in a manner were the accuser may get you, he will.
Remember God see you all the time, and thats the topic for the first story I wanna share with you;
"God truly see me 24/7 - seriously?!"
After my revelation (described here) I was after a while certain of Gods knowledge about me, my actions and my thoughts, and when this really sunk into my own brain, I was terrified! I truly woke up scared as a child every morning for about 6 months and remember I was thinking: "it's true, he's there and he knows what I'm thinking. Right now as well!"
A different thought inside my head answered my first thougth like this: "Yes I am, and I'm not going anywere!"
Wow! You might imagine "the being scared factor" didn't drop by the "answer situation". In fact it made me even more scared, but how was I suppose to deal with this?
I was living as an ateist and my relationship with religion and knowledge to christianity was totally absent. At the same time I was certain about this; I know God is alive and a creature whom just (a couple of weeks ago) filled me with love and saved me from alot of pain and suffering. I just needed to learn about this remarkable thing, so I started to read in the bible and online so I could learn. At the same time I started listen to preachers on youtube. Old recorded sermons by Billy Graham was my favorite, cause he told the one and only truth. The truth will always lead you to God.
"I became my own judgement"
Feels good to admit this, but when I started to reflect on my life I started to see a pattern; after I had been judgemental towards other people I remember I actually ended up in the same situation as those I judged. This is very interesting in my opinion and I remember I started to "check out" this consept when it comes to others as well. Only for getting the understanding of the truth it the consept, not for judging them. After a while I saw that; yes it actually works out that way; those who talk other people down will sooner or later find themselves in a similar situation themselves as they were judging other for.
My advice; search yourself and see if this even happend to yourselves.
"Finally satisfied?"
I really don't wanna brag, but I have been searching all my life for happiness and I've had a quite long journey when it comes to this. Details I'll keep to myself, but at least in my own opinion I have come to the point in all of my goals in life that; I actually succeeded.
Other in my circle migth say differently about this being a fact, but I think many actually agree, but that's not the point at all. What I'm trying to get to here is following; when I got to the point were I was content and realized that I was satisfied with my own effort and was thinking; "Finally! I have reached my goal!" Something weird always happend, I was always thinking; well what now? I'm not happy!
Why is that?
Thankfully I was not content, I was still searching for genuin happyness, and this went on until I was saved by God. That is the only thing which can fill our "hollowness". In this new life of mine I find everything of so much more interest, it's like I got new eyes. Fun fact; I have actually been watching several old movies once again and I see them differently than before.
I understand this is God transforming me into another person by the fact of the presence of the Holy Spirit being inside me.
So after my salvation, what now? Am I happy and satiesfied?
The answer is "Yes, but now I am all about spreading this truth" so others may come to the same situation; in a relationship with God.